I am frustrated with myself beyond belief. Adjusting to a new family life is much harder than I thought it would be. Many of my passions have been laid asside because of simple distractions. It's not their fault though, it's mine. I let myself put off the things I enjoyed to spend time for them, but the problem is that I no longer have a healthy outlet. I think I need to get back to my reading and writing again. I have trouble concentrating....I can't get my focus back.... Cxles cosumes my mind....and well....I hate being apart from him...even in seperate rooms. That sounds really dumb huh?

The truth is...I absolutely adore this wonderful man who treates me like a treasure. He gives me a reason to wake up each morning with a smile. Now it is time for me to learn to branch out and regain myself again. Ya know. They say that marriage makes two people become one entity...but I never realized how comepletely true that was. Not til now. I just have to learn to be myself again. If I only knew how.....

~Roseatknight~